HOME!

Since my landing on hallowed Texas turf, I have not had a chance to write so Ill take this opportunity to say "howdy" from the Lone Star State and let everyone know that I landed safely and happily at home. Despite four different flights and 48 hours from beginning to end, I got to Austin with all of my luggage in tow. My parents were waiting for me right before baggage and it was so great to see them - I still dont feel like Ive gotten enough hugs in, but I guess I have plenty of time. This brings me to my next point and piece of important news which is that I am staying in Austin now and not going back to Italy. I loved it but felt like 7 months would be enough time and so I applied to school here in Austin, got in, and am going there to graduate instead. I'm really going to miss my roommates and I learned so much there that its hard to part with the place itself, but I know its the best thing for me. Landing in Austin was surprisingly emotional for me, partly because the lack of sleep was sending me into strange mood swings and partly because I had missed it so much. I saw the skyline and got completely choked up with swelled eyes - it was strange to see something so simple like the Frost Tower and the Capitol and to feel home so strongly. The few days since I arrived have been so overwhelming, but in a good way. Ive seen so many people who love me and who I love, and Ive gotten to catch up with them finally after the absence. Im so glad that I have time with them to spend and that Im not rushing back to Rome...at least, not any time soon. I would love to visit my friends and professors there soon, but I know that for now, getting settled and getting into a new life here is what I will be devoting my time, energy and mind to most of all. Its exciting to be going to a new school and to have graduation so close. Its also scary to be embarking once again into a slightly new environment and to learn the ropes again, only to see graduate school in sight and a probable move from Austin in that step. It feels like life is in fast forward sometimes and theres no way to slow it down. I cant wait until right after the Christmas rush when Ive seen my extended family and can meet my cousin's almost-baby, and then spend time reading and relaxing at home before the insanity of life takes over again. I have to say, I thrive in the chaos but a week or two or three for books and fireplaces and walking the dog and watching movies...thats okay too.
All in all, Im back, Im busy, Im happy, and I cant wait until Christmas!